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 |  |  breaking downFriday, January 21, 2011 @ 4:20 AM  PERMALINK 
 Literally, I just went to the optometrist today and they cant figure out what is going on with my eyes so they've suggested I go to a specialist. could be something fucked up happening to my retina(s). Fuck, im convinced I am going to go blind.
 
 Everyone around me is all calm and telling me not to worry. But i do, i always worry. Guess we'll find out on Wednesday. My mum is so sweet, i went ahead to make the appt without asking her cause im 22 years old and I feel like i should do these things myself. She dropped me a text message at work and it said "I'm not working on Wednesday, I'll come with you so I can take care of my daughter"
 
 Its 5am, i just came back from this really impromptu chalet at my collegue's chalet. Which is their temporary house for the next couple of days until they move into their new place. I was surrounded by people speaking either malay or mandarin. And kids who were like 16 years old?
 Good God. I feel so old and im only 22.
 
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