Life as we don't know it

Tuesday, February 8, 2011 @ 1:22 PM PERMALINK

I prolly need to find the time to figure out this template.

I feel like my eyesight is horrible today and that scares me, I paid $230 and my vision is still blurred.
I'm half in my treatment and it doesnt feel like it getting any better.

Yesterday Mon Lupine had a day off, we went to watch Green Hornet. It was kinda funny but I'm not really a Seth Rogan fan, i felt like all the characters were kind of flat. Cameron Diaz was totally unnecessary. I didnt expect to like Jay Chou, but he was actually kinda refreshing. I know alot of people say the film buys in on the totally racist notion that asians are side kicks but everyone know thats not true.

Been on a total Junior MasterChef kick, I watched it once at the Bong's and have been hooked ever since. I think for once, its a real feel good reality show, the kids are so sweet to each other.

When they asked one of the contestants what her best part of the competition was, she replied "Looking at my beautiful sister standing there in the Top 2". It seems unlikely that such words/actions could be coaxed and that makes it so much more beautiful.

Anyways, there is this 1 kid called Pierre and he's always so calm and nice. He's only 12 and like he deals with the pressure amazingly. AND! he looks like Luke Pasqualino! Dammn these Sicilians. Sidenote, Luke is only 21 this year.

On a whole other serious note, yesterday i realised that I am becoming someone I don't want to become.

Changes need to be made. Relationships are not easy, not when u want them to work. So much work, so little time. The bitch and the idiot. We can work this out. How can you be so loving, so willing, so accepting. Teach me. <3

Labels: Green Hornet, Junior MasterChef, reflection

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2011

Monday, January 17, 2011 @ 3:52 AM PERMALINK

In 2011, so much is set to change. I will be done with school in 7 months, what a strange thought. So final. done with school for good. at least until I'm 30.

I'm thinking of moving here from livejournal, I don't know yet, livejournal is so comfortable but I've been there too long, over too many relationships, over too many failed friendships. I think I need a new place to fail and attempt success at.

Change, I need change. I don't understand how I can fear new experiences and want them so badly at the same time. I typed a 2010 reflection on the typewriter Mon Lupine gave me for Christmas, sealed it and hung it on the wall.

I don't even remember what I put in it. I hope to travel. I hope for 1 last hurrah before I begin life as a work drone.

My 2011 has started on a good note but I still don't know where its going, only high places I hope

First meal of the year, Dominos after getting lost for ages because I'm shit at directions and random episodes of How I Met Your Mother.

First pictures of the year. So glam I know.

Ghetto-ing it out in front of a Macbook and watching an awkward movie with noisy sex scenes in front of friend's brother and father. Thick skinned for the win.

Road Trip to Malacca. First road trip unsupervised with a driver only rendered sane by his girlfriend

More adventure, less work. PLEASE!

Labels: first post (that counts), reflection

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